Stress!!!

OMG... been stressed out lately.. that i went shopping last night n the dai b4 n OMG i bought so many clothes!!! lyk OMG!!!! man my poor credit card =( !!!! good thing tho i have ALOT of new clothes.. hehehe... MAN gota stop going shopping for awhile.. im broke enough... BOOOOO!!!! man oh man!!!!! STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...

OMG, I woked up early just to go to this mondai 9am lesson (which i havent been since the first lesson..., 6lectures i missed out on in a row so i finally came to this one) and guess wat? a-huh the lecturer didnt even turn up!!! gez man... i was rushing to get here.. was abit late... too my surprise the lecturer wasnt even in... about 9:30 ppl started leaving so i thought i should as well... and i onli had that lesson... just wen i decided to come... =( dammmmm!!!!!! well me still at uni on da comp at da moment.. might as well make the most of it since the carpark money wont run out til another hour.. yes i had to drive to uni todai.. i didnt want to but i duno they left ze car for me.. n i never parked at this carpark b4.. so i didnt noe how much it cost.. i put two dollas in and it last abit over 2hrs... well if i knew that i would have put in a lil less... hehe...

my weekend was a relaxing one.. i did go out on fridai n sat night but not the usual clubbing n drinking etc... didnt even drink which was good.. we just cruised around n chilledout so yeah it was alright.. just abit... hmmm.. should we b doing that? hehe.. dammmmm me... n yeah didnt get enough sleep... well i havent been getting enough sleep since i was in melb until now.... so lyk yeah... dis whole month has been crazy!!!!!!!

what am i to do wif ma life?...
how am i suppose to noe watz right?..

Lost

im confused again... y is life so complicated??!!! I hate me... =( !!! lyk WTF WTF!!!!

HaPpY

Heheheha.. im so hAPPY!!! yes finished ma placement.. and yes i passed.. yes clap clap.. hehe duno y whenever i achieve something (lyk i remember bak in hs when i finished ma chemistry exam.. i was so happy.. coz i hated chem n to finish it was like YAY i dun have to do this EVER AGAIN!!!!... hehe) but n e whos yeah im so happy... duno y it must be the feeling of accomplishing something.. tehehehehe!!! im in such a good mood... im such a minda... hehehe... feel like dancing.. lols.. but nah no more clubbing... hehe... gona have a shower n eat n stuff n yeah shopping again!!! hehehaha... lastnight shopping was good... bough quite afew things.. although u can never get enough of shopping... hehehaha.. muahahahahahahahahaha!!! although i'd miss some of the residents.. they're so cute... hehe.. dammmit did ma journal for nothing she didnt even read this weeks journal.. DM!! oh well shall good... ladede ladeda!!!!!!! Me love u long time...!!!!

yay

2 more dais 2 more dais of placement n itz all OVER!!! Yay... cant wait... but bumma have uni next week... BOOOO--- OMG i gota go to that 9am mondai lesson.. i havent been since the first lesson.. and that was errr months ago!!! literally!!! I just finished worked not long ago but bumma i gota work early shift tmr... =( its onli coz i wanna go late night shopping.. hehe.. so i decided to da an early one.. im suppose to do all lates this week since i done all early ones the last two weeks... and itz gona be hot.. 34 degrees... today was around 34 as well... but somehow i was cold.. (i think coz im still not fully well yet...) so yeah i brang a jacket along... n i did use it on break.. i was cold..

I was so sick yesterdai it wasnt funnie.. literally sick.. the docs said i have infection caused by virus or some thing.. duno.. so yeah got some antibiotics.. i was liked in bed all day yesterdai.. it was so bad.. was hot n cold at da same tme.. funnie how im all fine today... grrrr.... but its good for ma health that im better i guess... hehe... well n e whos better get too bed.. gota wake up early =( real test tmr coz imma gona have ma own three residents too look afta... have to go through there notes n all (n i havent done sooo) man im so behind... *kicks self* DMDMDMDMD I just cant wait til afta work tmr n go shopping!!! I miss shopping!!!!

heading in the right direction..

After having so many downs.. ive come to realise (yet again) whatz important in life... and i wanna go into that direction... gota see the positives instead of the negatives as someone onced said to me..

i honestly gota stop drinking and going out.. been drinking so much lately it isnt funnie.. n clubbing itz da same shyt.. gota stop going n save money... gota put what i want in life in practice.. sumwhere along da way i lost maself.. honestly im mentally ill sometimes.. all da shyts r killing ma brain cells.. no wonder im mental... hmmmm... life is lyk a joke sometimes.. but u gota make the most off it i guess... no more negative thinking i reckon... hmmm..

i feel so lonely sometimes thatz y i get bored easily i guess... itz still hard on da weekends sometimes coz i wish vi was still here.. i noe she'd be wif me wen i need her.. n i wouldnt be lonely wifout her.. im so confused sometimes.. im lyk so lost... i duno what i want at tyms.. no wonder i go mental at tyms... but yeah new thinking.. i noe what i want (right now) so gota head that way... he's lyk da best... i duno y im so dumb sometimes... man last nyt was abit fked up... i duno what im doing sometimes.. i mean wtf... feel so bad sometimes.. i mean it was an alright nyt.. (besides D gettin in a fight n all.. i was lyk wtf what should i do.. should i beat dis gal up or stop da fight.. lucky i just decided to try n stop da gal instead off starting on her.. not to mention how drunk i was... i mean i had the opportunity to pull her hair n shyt but lucky i didnt... but afta it all happened n D went home i was lyk Fk wherez dat gal.. wanted to start on someone.. but then didnt.. so yeah.. freaken weird nyt...) n just other lil things i guess... lyk seeing DM.. wtf lyk i dun even wanna c u let alone talk to u yet i am.. its lyk F U.. hmmm.. enough nonsense.. n concentrate.. gota focus... on da future... hmmm....

OMG

omg my tummie is so FULL... god ive been eating non-stop since i got bak... reminds me how my life used to be.. lols.. eating eating eating.. every single second when im at home.. i hate staying home.. since i got home today ive been eating til now.. god ma tummie is literally FULL.. feels lyk its about to burst... goddammmittt...