One Whole YeaR..

Hmmm.. I cant believe its been one whole year since you went away... Time sure does fly.. Well i noe that ure in a better place.. just feel sad everytime i see ur mum.. everytime i see her about to cry or look so sad it hurts me.. makes me feel all emotional n shyt... its hard to stay strong sometimes... i just h8 seeing her so sad... i noe its hard for her but i hope that she noes ure in a better place n not hold on too all da sadness all da tym.. n move on wif her life... i noe its hard to do but i duno i realli dun want her to be so sad all da tym.. must be hard for her i noe.. Just duno wat to do... i couldnt hold it in sometimes wen im around her.. u noe how u want to cry.. then u try to hold it in.. then ppl try to comfort u.. then it makes u cant hold it in n cry even more... or wen u c someone about to cry then u get all teary n try to hold it in but u cant.. coz it saddens u too c that person so sad... hmmm.. life suks sometimes...